A Bushido soldier in
The modern world, it's
not wanted, not needed
honor above all
Lost in the line
of space and time
No one cares anymore
for the art of war
Bushido soldier, lost
in the modern world
un-wanted, not needed
I still have honor after all
A swing of the sword
Hails of arrows
Shield, what is that
Death before dishonor
I am the Bushido
nothing can touch me
I have no wants
I have no needs
Honor is all I have.
You have tricked
you have lied
you have cheated
and you have died
You have tried
to drag me with you
but I won't let you
I can not fall
By the Bushido
I survive alone
Honor above all
and the rest fall
I am the Samurai
Before dishonor, I die
Fear me, hate me, but
I will be the one to take up the call
that will destroy you.
Diary of a Madman
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Wednesday, April 6, 2011
It has been a while since I last posted. I have been busy. That should say lazy, but I'll let this one go. Spring is back full force, which means sun, which means I'm reduced to vampire tactics for a little while. Rawr, I bite necks. The question on my mind is "is it all worth it?"
I have to believe it is, because let's be honest, if it's not than what's the point of living. To be alive idiot. DUH. but there's got to be more to it, right? I think I have found the answer though. The answer to it all is not 42, it is not to reproduce, it is to experience something that no other planet in our solar system has. It's to experience the very thing we question. We live, to live. Bear with me here.
Most people SCIENTIST believe we are here merely to reproduce. However, they ignore that to reproduce, the actions we must take are pleasurable, in fact a lot of people mostly men, but a good number of women too attempt to do it as much as possible. Haha, nice pun there. "do it". I'm dieing here. Seriously though, why ignore the fact that when we act on the urge to reproduce it makes us want to do it even more? I believe we are here to not only experience those feelings but more.
Is there not an exquisite feeling to sadness. Sure, no one likes being sad, or mad, or frustrated. But could you really say that if you didn't feel them at all. How can you be alive if you only feel one feeling. That's not a human being, that's a fucking robot. I-am-from-a-factory. I-come-with-one-setting. Happi-ness. Think about it, if you're only ever happy then there's actually probably something mixed up in your head. Or you have been incredibly sheltered and that's not fun either is it?
To get the most out of life, you almost have to feel and that in and of itself, sucks. Because, honestly, who wants to feel sad? No one. But that's the point, you're human, it's ok to feel all those negative emotions because guess what, you also get the positive emotions too and they're just awesome in my opinion. Are we talking about acid here? Sounds like you're on something here.
I'm going to skip to another subject here to make up for my missing post.
Honor, I've wanted to talk about honor for a while now, but I've never really been able to figure out what I want to say. here goes. All or nothing time. No it's not, shut up. Fine, but if this busts, don't say I didn't warn you. Yeah yeah.
Honor is almost non-existent in the modern world today. At least, the form I'm thinking of. Remember the Samurai. Heh, katana is a funny word. That aside, the Samurai believed in Bushido. Honor above all else. You failed? Kill yourself or be stained with dishonor which can only be erased by doing something of greater value than what you failed at.
Why can't we have that in the world today. Because Enron would have committed mass suicide and we would be out the butt of a lot of jokes. If we had Bushido in place, no one would be able to gain the mass amounts of power that they have without also gaining a massive amount of respect and honor. Fuck, Bush might have never fucked up if we had Bushido mainly because no one fucking respected him after a certain point and he would have either been shamed or committed hara-kiri. Is that what it's called? I call it Hara-Goodbye.
On a similar note, if Bushido were to affect the world today, then fuck Jersey Shore, it would not only have never aired, but it would have not even been considered because they wouldn't all be backstabbing and lying on TV, that would cause dishonor and failure. I mean, if it aired, there would be one episode and than everyone would be dead. That sounds pretty entertaining, you sure it wouldn't have aired?
I leave you all with one thought, how have you failed in your life and have you made it up yet? If not, well, I let you figure that out. For further reading...look it up, I'm not going to feed you hand to mouth.
Honorably yours
-The Mad Hatter.
I have to believe it is, because let's be honest, if it's not than what's the point of living. To be alive idiot. DUH. but there's got to be more to it, right? I think I have found the answer though. The answer to it all is not 42, it is not to reproduce, it is to experience something that no other planet in our solar system has. It's to experience the very thing we question. We live, to live. Bear with me here.
Most people SCIENTIST believe we are here merely to reproduce. However, they ignore that to reproduce, the actions we must take are pleasurable, in fact a lot of people mostly men, but a good number of women too attempt to do it as much as possible. Haha, nice pun there. "do it". I'm dieing here. Seriously though, why ignore the fact that when we act on the urge to reproduce it makes us want to do it even more? I believe we are here to not only experience those feelings but more.
Is there not an exquisite feeling to sadness. Sure, no one likes being sad, or mad, or frustrated. But could you really say that if you didn't feel them at all. How can you be alive if you only feel one feeling. That's not a human being, that's a fucking robot. I-am-from-a-factory. I-come-with-one-setting. Happi-ness. Think about it, if you're only ever happy then there's actually probably something mixed up in your head. Or you have been incredibly sheltered and that's not fun either is it?
To get the most out of life, you almost have to feel and that in and of itself, sucks. Because, honestly, who wants to feel sad? No one. But that's the point, you're human, it's ok to feel all those negative emotions because guess what, you also get the positive emotions too and they're just awesome in my opinion. Are we talking about acid here? Sounds like you're on something here.
I'm going to skip to another subject here to make up for my missing post.
Honor, I've wanted to talk about honor for a while now, but I've never really been able to figure out what I want to say. here goes. All or nothing time. No it's not, shut up. Fine, but if this busts, don't say I didn't warn you. Yeah yeah.
Honor is almost non-existent in the modern world today. At least, the form I'm thinking of. Remember the Samurai. Heh, katana is a funny word. That aside, the Samurai believed in Bushido. Honor above all else. You failed? Kill yourself or be stained with dishonor which can only be erased by doing something of greater value than what you failed at.
Why can't we have that in the world today. Because Enron would have committed mass suicide and we would be out the butt of a lot of jokes. If we had Bushido in place, no one would be able to gain the mass amounts of power that they have without also gaining a massive amount of respect and honor. Fuck, Bush might have never fucked up if we had Bushido mainly because no one fucking respected him after a certain point and he would have either been shamed or committed hara-kiri. Is that what it's called? I call it Hara-Goodbye.
On a similar note, if Bushido were to affect the world today, then fuck Jersey Shore, it would not only have never aired, but it would have not even been considered because they wouldn't all be backstabbing and lying on TV, that would cause dishonor and failure. I mean, if it aired, there would be one episode and than everyone would be dead. That sounds pretty entertaining, you sure it wouldn't have aired?
I leave you all with one thought, how have you failed in your life and have you made it up yet? If not, well, I let you figure that out. For further reading...look it up, I'm not going to feed you hand to mouth.
Honorably yours
-The Mad Hatter.
Friday, March 25, 2011
Locked Doors
The door is locked
The way out is no more
The trolls are coming
The way out of this is through that locked door
Ready your defenses
Summon some courage
Through the Door we'll go
You cowardly Lion.
Click your heels three times
Still here, uh-oh
Here comes the witch
Where'd my water pail go
The mountains call the dwarves
The sea calls the Elves
Gold calls for goblins,
and for the humans, Hell.
No way out, no way in
You're locked with me forever
It won't be too bad I think
But never say never
Look at the Stars
The north is your guide
I wouldn't trust it though
The last guy died
Just trust in the road
be it cement or dirt
a little rambling and wandering
Never a soul did hurt
At last a destination looms
As the time arrives,
I turn to my old world and
whisper to old friends, "good-bye"
The way out is no more
The trolls are coming
The way out of this is through that locked door
Ready your defenses
Summon some courage
Through the Door we'll go
You cowardly Lion.
Click your heels three times
Still here, uh-oh
Here comes the witch
Where'd my water pail go
The mountains call the dwarves
The sea calls the Elves
Gold calls for goblins,
and for the humans, Hell.
No way out, no way in
You're locked with me forever
It won't be too bad I think
But never say never
Look at the Stars
The north is your guide
I wouldn't trust it though
The last guy died
Just trust in the road
be it cement or dirt
a little rambling and wandering
Never a soul did hurt
At last a destination looms
As the time arrives,
I turn to my old world and
whisper to old friends, "good-bye"
The Dead of Night
I'm sitting here in the dark writing this at 3:04 am, Friday March 25th. So precise, but you'll hurt your eyes typing in the dark. You know what else will hurt me? Fucking everything if I let it. The door to the world is held shut by a 2 inch thick steel chain and only you have the key to unlocking it. Each person's key opens their own lock. If I step through the door and you're not there, you better hope you didn't lose your key because I'm not coming back for you. Sadistic Bastard.
I want to experience the world, but real life keeps me in this little shell called reality. If I try to break free and walk the planet, that makes me a drifter, but if I do it with money and style it makes me a jet-setter. Who wrote the fucking rules of travel? Now that every place on Earth has really been mapped out electronically, geometrically, and on a fucking atlas, there's no places left to discover and claim, but our own minds.
The brain uses more than the 10 percent people say it does, true facts, look it up. Therefore there are bits of it we haven't even realized we're utilizing. Those, to me, are the last uncharted places of mankind, and womankind, but they also have other things I still haven't figured out..I believe if people put more thought into themselves and how they interacted with the world, we'd know a hell of a lot more than we do now.
As my friend and I were discussing yesterday, if everyone in the world shut up for the rest of the whole of existence, would we get the power to read minds? Luke, use the force. Let go, Luke. As in, no more speech ever, and with no more speech, there'd be no need for language or writing or books or TV or anything really. Fuck that, I'm not going to sit on my ass. The only reason i bring it up is that I wonder what would happen if everyone could read minds, do you think lying would go out of style and people would become like that one Ricky Gervais movie, "The Invention of Lying"?
Lying is possibly the worst thing to ever happen ever, to anyone, on any plane of existence and fuck the man who first thought of it. Fuck him and the horse he rode in on. Lying destroys families, friendships, relationships, Navy ships, and other things. It's horrible, don't ever do it, ever. He's lying now, don't listen to him, it's all a ploy to get you to believe in him. Seriously though, don't do it, at least not to me.
My last point of the night goes back to my first point, the world is on the other side of your locked door; What the fuck are you doing reading this? Get out there and go do something, go dream, build shit, play sports, enjoy life while you can. You don't know when a new door and a new lock are going to come crashing out of nowhere and bring a new threshold to your life. Like Nike, just DO IT.
Fucking 3am rambling is the worst.
-The Mad Hatter.
I want to experience the world, but real life keeps me in this little shell called reality. If I try to break free and walk the planet, that makes me a drifter, but if I do it with money and style it makes me a jet-setter. Who wrote the fucking rules of travel? Now that every place on Earth has really been mapped out electronically, geometrically, and on a fucking atlas, there's no places left to discover and claim, but our own minds.
The brain uses more than the 10 percent people say it does, true facts, look it up. Therefore there are bits of it we haven't even realized we're utilizing. Those, to me, are the last uncharted places of mankind, and womankind, but they also have other things I still haven't figured out..I believe if people put more thought into themselves and how they interacted with the world, we'd know a hell of a lot more than we do now.
As my friend and I were discussing yesterday, if everyone in the world shut up for the rest of the whole of existence, would we get the power to read minds? Luke, use the force. Let go, Luke. As in, no more speech ever, and with no more speech, there'd be no need for language or writing or books or TV or anything really. Fuck that, I'm not going to sit on my ass. The only reason i bring it up is that I wonder what would happen if everyone could read minds, do you think lying would go out of style and people would become like that one Ricky Gervais movie, "The Invention of Lying"?
Lying is possibly the worst thing to ever happen ever, to anyone, on any plane of existence and fuck the man who first thought of it. Fuck him and the horse he rode in on. Lying destroys families, friendships, relationships, Navy ships, and other things. It's horrible, don't ever do it, ever. He's lying now, don't listen to him, it's all a ploy to get you to believe in him. Seriously though, don't do it, at least not to me.
My last point of the night goes back to my first point, the world is on the other side of your locked door; What the fuck are you doing reading this? Get out there and go do something, go dream, build shit, play sports, enjoy life while you can. You don't know when a new door and a new lock are going to come crashing out of nowhere and bring a new threshold to your life. Like Nike, just DO IT.
Fucking 3am rambling is the worst.
-The Mad Hatter.
Friday, March 18, 2011
The Soul of Mankind is a Murderer (Interlude from my thoughts 5)
Face the line,
Ready, Aim, Fire,
Burning Blaze
White Smoke, Lead Hell.
Ramrod straight,
Brothers one and all,
Freedom versus Slavery,
Death to the Victor.
Man the trench,
Over the edge,
Gas or topping,
Millions dead.
Persecution by science,
Barbed wire and fire,
Ashes and cinders,
One world, One Death.
Stab wounds, a slit,
Bulletproof, not it,
Life for life,
black suited death.
Senseless violence,
merciless end,
all shall fall,
none shall survive,
Traceless
Unsolved
Cold Case
No Evidence
Fuck the world,
I'm a killer,
And in the end,
we're all dead.
Ready, Aim, Fire,
Burning Blaze
White Smoke, Lead Hell.
Ramrod straight,
Brothers one and all,
Freedom versus Slavery,
Death to the Victor.
Man the trench,
Over the edge,
Gas or topping,
Millions dead.
Persecution by science,
Barbed wire and fire,
Ashes and cinders,
One world, One Death.
Stab wounds, a slit,
Bulletproof, not it,
Life for life,
black suited death.
Senseless violence,
merciless end,
all shall fall,
none shall survive,
Traceless
Unsolved
Cold Case
No Evidence
Fuck the world,
I'm a killer,
And in the end,
we're all dead.
A Tribute to the Sunny Days of Summer
So, here I am, already writing again. my brain is full of ideas lately it seems and none of them concern anything that I want to accomplish. They're all focused on this shitty ass blog and half-formed opinions that won't mean a thing in years to come. Once it's on the internet it will never go away, everyone knows that.
Why are you reading this? Why are you inside? The days in the United States are getting more beautiful even as the days in other parts of the world are getting downright shitty. I refuse to talk about Japan beyond this and the next sentence. I am deeply saddened by what is happened and my heart goes out to them, but I will not write an apology because I didn't do shit to hurt them. According to Glenn fucking Beck, God did it just like he made the fucking moon. Clearly someone needs to lay off the tiger blood and that someone isn't me.
So here I sit, in a fucking classroom, waiting for class to start and staring out the window at the sun drenched green grass and I realize I want a tea party or maybe a picnic. What are you gay? And I see people just lounging on the grass and I had an epiphany. Roofless classrooms. This is a bit of a misnomer due to the fact that the roofs aren't actually gone in my idea, they are just clear but tinted. Not only would it lower electricity for lights, but the tinting would allow use of laptops and paper/pen alike as it blunts the sun enough to see. It also allows you to get a "natural tan"...fuck Jersey Shore!
Lately it seems like everything is okay in my own personal world and it's moving at a smooth pace, I wish it would speed up, I'm so bored with his life. I am looking for something to do and at the moment, I really want to form a band, I have one man already willing, not including himself, for once he's not alone! Whatever, I hope something happens soon.
Wow, looking back on what I just wrote, I didn't write anything of any real worth to people who aren't me. Well, that's what I get for spur of the moment blogging isn't it. Next week should have a focus for all you who read it for the arguments I put forth and my thoughts on recent shit. If you read this, then you're either A) an idiot or 2) a curious friend.
GO OUTSIDE!!!
-The Mad Hatter.
Why are you reading this? Why are you inside? The days in the United States are getting more beautiful even as the days in other parts of the world are getting downright shitty. I refuse to talk about Japan beyond this and the next sentence. I am deeply saddened by what is happened and my heart goes out to them, but I will not write an apology because I didn't do shit to hurt them. According to Glenn fucking Beck, God did it just like he made the fucking moon. Clearly someone needs to lay off the tiger blood and that someone isn't me.
So here I sit, in a fucking classroom, waiting for class to start and staring out the window at the sun drenched green grass and I realize I want a tea party or maybe a picnic. What are you gay? And I see people just lounging on the grass and I had an epiphany. Roofless classrooms. This is a bit of a misnomer due to the fact that the roofs aren't actually gone in my idea, they are just clear but tinted. Not only would it lower electricity for lights, but the tinting would allow use of laptops and paper/pen alike as it blunts the sun enough to see. It also allows you to get a "natural tan"...fuck Jersey Shore!
Lately it seems like everything is okay in my own personal world and it's moving at a smooth pace, I wish it would speed up, I'm so bored with his life. I am looking for something to do and at the moment, I really want to form a band, I have one man already willing, not including himself, for once he's not alone! Whatever, I hope something happens soon.
Wow, looking back on what I just wrote, I didn't write anything of any real worth to people who aren't me. Well, that's what I get for spur of the moment blogging isn't it. Next week should have a focus for all you who read it for the arguments I put forth and my thoughts on recent shit. If you read this, then you're either A) an idiot or 2) a curious friend.
GO OUTSIDE!!!
-The Mad Hatter.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
The Soul of the World is a Child (Interlude from my thoughts 4)
Dark at first
Light shines down
Revealing the worlds
Blown to hell.
Memories past,
not long enough
Future distant
rocky bluffs.
Shout to the world
anger, fear, hate
but it's not enough
it's way too late.
young but dead,
new but broke
odd but dumb
A child we choke.
Torn apart, war
disease, famine, disaster
Everything happens for
a fucked up reason.
The soul of this world
is a child imprisoned
it was born of dust
and it will die in cold.
We who live in it
are naught but sparks,
of light and energy,
in a sea of dark.
Innocence lost,
Virginity taken,
The world is crying,
A child forsaken.
Light shines down
Revealing the worlds
Blown to hell.
Memories past,
not long enough
Future distant
rocky bluffs.
Shout to the world
anger, fear, hate
but it's not enough
it's way too late.
young but dead,
new but broke
odd but dumb
A child we choke.
Torn apart, war
disease, famine, disaster
Everything happens for
a fucked up reason.
The soul of this world
is a child imprisoned
it was born of dust
and it will die in cold.
We who live in it
are naught but sparks,
of light and energy,
in a sea of dark.
Innocence lost,
Virginity taken,
The world is crying,
A child forsaken.
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