It has been a while since I last posted. I have been busy. That should say lazy, but I'll let this one go. Spring is back full force, which means sun, which means I'm reduced to vampire tactics for a little while. Rawr, I bite necks. The question on my mind is "is it all worth it?"

I have to believe it is, because let's be honest, if it's not than what's the point of living. To be alive idiot. DUH. but there's got to be more to it, right? I think I have found the answer though. The answer to it all is not 42, it is not to reproduce, it is to experience something that no other planet in our solar system has. It's to experience the very thing we question. We live, to live. Bear with me here.

Most people SCIENTIST believe we are here merely to reproduce. However, they ignore that to reproduce, the actions we must take are pleasurable, in fact a lot of people mostly men, but a good number of women too attempt to do it as much as possible. Haha, nice pun there. "do it". I'm dieing here. Seriously though, why ignore the fact that when we act on the urge to reproduce it makes us want to do it even more? I believe we are here to not only experience those feelings but more.

Is there not an exquisite feeling to sadness. Sure, no one likes being sad, or mad, or frustrated. But could you really say that if you didn't feel them at all. How can you be alive if you only feel one feeling. That's not a human being, that's a fucking robot. I-am-from-a-factory. I-come-with-one-setting. Happi-ness. Think about it, if you're only ever happy then there's actually probably something mixed up in your head. Or you have been incredibly sheltered and that's not fun either is it?

To get the most out of life, you almost have to feel and that in and of itself, sucks. Because, honestly, who wants to feel sad? No one. But that's the point, you're human, it's ok to feel all those negative emotions because guess what, you also get the positive emotions too and they're just awesome in my opinion. Are we talking about acid here? Sounds like you're on something here.

I'm going to skip to another subject here to make up for my missing post.

Honor, I've wanted to talk about honor for a while now, but I've never really been able to figure out what I want to say. here goes. All or nothing time. No it's not, shut up. Fine, but if this busts, don't say I didn't warn you. Yeah yeah.

Honor is almost non-existent in the modern world today. At least, the form I'm thinking of. Remember the Samurai. Heh, katana is a funny word. That aside, the Samurai believed in Bushido. Honor above all else. You failed? Kill yourself or be stained with dishonor which can only be erased by doing something of greater value than what you failed at.

Why can't we have that in the world today. Because Enron would have committed mass suicide and we would be out the butt of a lot of jokes. If we had Bushido in place, no one would be able to gain the mass amounts of power that they have without also gaining a massive amount of respect and honor. Fuck, Bush might have never fucked up if we had Bushido mainly because no one fucking respected him after a certain point and he would have either been shamed or committed hara-kiri. Is that what it's called? I call it Hara-Goodbye.

On a similar note, if Bushido were to affect the world today, then fuck Jersey Shore, it would not only have never aired, but it would have not even been considered because they wouldn't all be backstabbing and lying on TV, that would cause dishonor and failure. I mean, if it aired, there would be one episode and than everyone would be dead. That sounds pretty entertaining, you sure it wouldn't have aired?


I leave you all with one thought, how have you failed in your life and have you made it up yet? If not, well, I let you figure that out. For further reading...look it up, I'm not going to feed you hand to mouth.


Honorably yours
-The Mad Hatter.