I'm not crazy

I'm sitting here, listening to, of all things "Hailie's Song" by the famous rapper Eminem. He's basically saying the only thing that keeps him sane is his child. I wonder, what if he didn't have that leash on his psyche? What if none of us had something tethering us to this realm? Hahahahaha, Tea and biscuits everyday make me a happy man...I think.

I like to imagine going completely fucking insane, just not caring, leaving the world behind. I wonder what it would be like to just not give a fuck about anything. Then I realize that it must be a lonely existence living in a world entirely of your own making, but all by yourself. No one else can join you there, no one can see it, or live in it, no one can BE you. But I can certainly try can't I? I can take you identity and just run with it if I didn't care. We can only empathize and sympathize and try to realize what went wrong in that person.

Or maybe, all the people who are known, the people who become famous. Christopher Nolan, I'm fucking looking at you and the fuck who made up Transformers. We should sit down and chat some time. Maybe they all went a little insane. I mean, sometimes you really have to let go of reality to make a truly amazing film or book. Superheroes? Flying Cars? Sure, people are making prototypes and genetic attempts but the people who are making the attempts are usually ostracized or made fun of for doing something so radical.

Maybe the insanity is the key to this world. Maybe we're all trapped in a little box made of thoughts and mental restrictions. If we could all just break free, well, I feel we could rule not just this world, but ourselves as well. I control myself, no one tells me what to do! Fuck that, the media tells you what you need, want, have and got rid of. Yes, they control what you got rid of. If you have ever been "nostalgia'ed" on the internet has been given the big old "Fucking told you not to trash it, loser" by someone else. Especially when the person who does it, still has whatever the thing is.

I'm talking about going insane, with some desire I admit. But that means thinking out side the box, redefining it if necessary to fit into a "sane person's" thinking process. I'm talking about creating something no sane person has thought of and then containing it inside a box so they can actually comprehend it. Chaining it inside a prison is more like it. That to me is the definition of insane. Prison and comprehension.


Sincerely from outside the box,

-The Mad Hatter.